God is Good
Posted: 2011/08/28 Filed under: PERSONAL 2 Comments »I woke up today knowing God is good. I’m not sure I expected to experience His goodness in the ways that I did. Of course, it’s God I’m talking about and He’s pretty good at evading, avoiding and beating our expectations.
Today Mike Perkinson and I were preaching at EMC in our series on Ephesians. We’re in chapter 6 and we’re exploring the reality of spiritual warfare. As Mike began the sermon there was a disturbance in the back of the sanctuary. At first it seemed that a man was having an epileptic attack. It became clear though that something much deeper was going on. This man was experiencing a demonic attack the likes of which I haven’t experienced in a long time – especially here in the U.S.
It was a beautiful thing to watch the EMC family gather around this man in prayer and praise and watch God set him free. After about 10 minutes the paramedics arrived and took him out of the service to check him out and make sure that he was physically ok. Mike and I then finished the sermon we had planned on giving – which just happened to explain what had just taken place. (You’d almost think God was in control!) At the end of the service as Mike was preparing to give the benediction one of the elders came forward and announced the the man who had experienced the demonic attack was doing fine – and that he wanted to be baptized – immediately. So we closed the service, went outside to our outdoor baptismal and wept in joy and gratitude as this brother confessed his faith in Jesus and followed Him in obedience by being baptized! It was beautiful.
God is good.
Immediately after this, while we were having our second service, my son went to Sunday School. He’s been having a tough time the last couple of weeks in our transition to Arizona. He misses his friends and family in Portland. It’s been hard as a parent to have him ask if we can move back.
In Sunday School, his teacher noticed that he wasn’t participating and seemed to be holding himself apart from the group. I’m so grateful for how this godly woman ministered to my son. She asked him what was going on and as he described his sadness and loneliness she both encouraged and challenged him. She led him in prayer and promised to pray with/for him every day this week for God to provide what he needs.
This afternoon we went to the Starpoint Club for some family time in the sun. Wanda and I were excited as we noticed Judah begin to play with another young boy his age. They played together for a couple of hours – and then after conspiring together Judah came to Wanda while the other boy went to his dad asking us if we could meet each other so that the boys could get together for some time to play. After setting something up for later this week, Judah came home happier and more content than he has been in weeks. It was awesome to sit down with him and remind him of his prayer earlier today and how quickly God answered!
God is good.
He is the deliverer and provider. He is our loving Heavenly Father. There is no one like God!
Sacrifice, Part 2
Posted: 2011/08/02 Filed under: BIBLICAL MUSINGS, PERSONAL, THE WAY OF THE DISCIPLE 1 Comment »
29 And he said to them, “Truly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children, for the sake of the kingdom of God, 30 who will not receive many times more in this time, and in the age to come eternal life.”
Luke 18:29-30 (ESV)
Following Christ is a journey that demands everything we are and have – nothing is exempt. And while the cost can be high the rewards are always higher. Christ promises very clearly to reward those who sacrifice as they follow Him. This is a ‘great and precious promise.’ It gives us incredible freedom to
know that the things that we sacrifice as we follow Christ are actually a form of sowing that will reap a harvest in this life and throughout eternity. It is, however, only true in a conditional sense – it is a conditional promise. That is to say, when we sacrifice for Christ – according the conditions or parameters He set – He will reward accordingly. The flip side is that if we sacrifice according to any other conditions He is no way obligated to reward or provide.
I know that I’m not alone in coming up with a ‘great idea’ for ministry and jumping into it wholeheartedly – making great sacrifice to see it become a reality and then asking God to bless it. I know that I’m not alone feeling frustrated, even angry at God when these sacrifices are met with silence. It is hard to face the reality that maybe my ‘great idea’ wasn’t His idea at all – and all the sacrifice made was maybe not asked for – maybe more about me than about Him.
And I’m convinced that this is important to remember in a day when so many voices are calling out for our allegiance. We live today, not only in a culture, but in a church culture that is full of idols that demand everything and give nothing in return. There are countless voices today asking you to sacrifice for them or their ministry in the name of Christ and promising great reward. This great promise of Christ is being twisted into a magical incantation where we get to use Christ for our gain rather than being used by Christ for the gain of the Kingdom.
In the synoptic accounts of this promise there are some subtle nuances to each writers recounting that I find helpful. In Matthew 18:29 (ESV), Jesus says; “And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands, for my name’s sake, will receive a hundredfold and will inherit eternal life.” In Mark 10:29-30 (ESV) Jesus says; “Jesus said, “Truly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or lands, for my sake and for the gospel,who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions, and in the age to come eternal life.”
And in Luke 18:29-30 Jesus says; “.” And he said to them, “Truly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children, for the sake of the kingdom of God, who will not receive many times more in this time, and in the age to come eternal life.”
For my name’s sake. For my sake and for the gospel. For the sake of the kingdom of God. I think each phrase gives us some insight that helps us clarify when and where and what we should sacrifice as we follow Christ.
Is it for Christ? Is if for the actual person of Christ – not an idea, not a proposition but the MAN.
Is it for the sake of His gospel? Is it for the teaching of Christ’s words – for the MESSAGE.
Is if for the sake of the kingdom of God? Is it to advance God’s kingdom – not our kingdom, not our ministry, not even our church but for His MISSION.
The Man. The Message. The Mission. This helps me evaluate any potential sacrifice. Is this from Christ or somewhere else? Is this His idea or mine or someone else claiming His name? Who gets the glory? What message is proclaimed? What cause is advanced?
If it is for Christ, His Word and His Work – then no sacrifice should be feared for He will reward.
What is He calling you to?
Sacrifice
Posted: 2011/08/01 Filed under: BIBLICAL MUSINGS, PERSONAL, THE WAY OF THE DISCIPLE Leave a comment »
Following Christ is an amazing journey full of unexpected twists and turns – joys unimaginable as we get to watch God do what only God can do. To follow is to enter to the life that God has dreamed up for us – the life that He is creating and will provide for. There is nothing like it and no alternative that even comes close to offering what God has in store for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose!
To follow requires change – and change, even change for the good – is difficult. There is something in human nature that longs to remove mystery – to create a secure and safe environment where we feel a sense of control – it’s called the sin nature. I’m becoming more and more aware that the essence of our sin nature is a desire to control. It is ultimately a desire to usurp God’s role in our life so that we get to call the shots and make sure that God is working to fulfill our desires. Our sin nature flips reality upside down convincing us that the created should control the Creator and the King is led by His subjects.
So when God calls us in His grace and goodness to follow Him into something new – something glorious and wonderful that only He could imagine for us – let alone something painful and stretching that only He in His wisdom knows we need and can survive – there is something within us that naturally balks. We question; “Is it worth it? Is it good? Can I trust Him? Will He provide? Will He reward?” In a guilt/work based gospel just asking or admitting to asking these questions can lead to a downward spiral of despair that paralyzes.
There is a scene from the life and ministry of Jesus that is recorded in the synoptic gospels (Matthew, Mark and Luke) that I found so encouraging this week. In Matthew 19, Mark 10 and Luke 18 the disciples record that a man sought out Jesus. He came with an agenda – he was a man that was used to getting what he wanted. He was a man of position and power secured by his wealth. He was also a man that knew that there was something missing – something lacking in his life – something he couldn’t yet control. He knew that one day he would face God and he wanted to make sure on that day things went in his favor.
So he asked Jesus, “Teacher what must I do to inherit eternal life?” In many ways it is such a good question in that it deals with matters of such importance and ultimate relevance. In other ways it is a tragic question because of the underlying assumptions the very question exposes. Here is a man convinced that salvation and blessing are completely dependent upon his performance. Everything in his life has convinced him that this is the way the world works. All of his relationships have functioned according to a “what do you have to offer me” mentality – why should God be any different?
Jesus answered his question, “You know the commandments: ‘Do not commit adultery, Do not murder, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Honor your father and mother.” I imagine at this moment this ‘rich young ruler’ felt a surge relief and joy as he responds “All these I have kept from my youth.” I’ve done it. I’m good to go. And he wouldn’t have been alone in his assessment. He lived in culture that deeply believed financial prosperity to be a clear indication of a righteous life and God’s blessing. If there was someone who was on the inside track it was this young man.
But the whole scene turns with Jesus’ next words, “One thing you still lack. Sell all that you have and distribute to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.” I’m sure you could have heard a pin drop. Isn’t it just like Jesus to cut to the heart of the matter? Let’s be clear, Jesus in no way if offering to sell salvation to this man – it is in fact the exact opposite reality that Jesus is addressing. This is a man trusting in his wealth – his ability and his accomplishments – who sees salvation as simply another possession to be acquired. It is this mentality – this philosophy – this idol that Jesus confronts.
I find it interesting that almost every sermon I’ve heard on this text includes a hastily given explanation comforting the congregation that Jesus isn’t asking us to sell everything we have – He is addressing the heart issue. I wonder. Especially since Jesus continues by saying, “How difficult it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God! For it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.” Clearly what Jesus is teaching isn’t entirely limited to this one man’s experience. Jesus is commenting on a much more universally experienced reality that is just as true today as it was in His day.
This man’s wealth wasn’t his opportunity for salvation it was his obstacle to it! It was his security – it was where he placed his trust. In order to receive salvation he had to let go of what was already in his hand. To follow Jesus to a new life means leaving the old. The gospel always demands and commands a change of allegiance and priorities. To follow Jesus always requires sacrifice.
The crowd who witnessed this conversation, including Jesus’ disciples were dumbstruck. Jesus had just challenged everything they thought they knew about God. Their response is almost comedic, “Who then can be saved?” If this guy isn’t “in”, if salvation is that difficult who can get it? Jesus answer – “Now you’re finally getting it! No one! No one can ‘get it’ on their own. With man this is impossible but with God all things are possible.”
In each gospel the scene then turns. Peter, it had to be Peter, blurts out, “Jesus. What about us? Are we good? We’ve left everything to follow you – family, friends, jobs – what about us?” It is Jesus’ response to this question that really grips me. He doesn’t rebuke Peter for being presumptuous or a lack of faith. He does comfort him, “No one who gives up anything that I’ve them to will regret it – they will be taken care of beyond belief in this world – and of course they have an eternity to look forward to as friends of God.”
Here’s what I love about this text. First, Jesus clarifies reality. If you follow Him, you will have to pick up your cross, deny yourself and follow. Jesus is not a panacea to the woes of the world who will make your life comfortable and convenient. Following Him demands change and sacrifice. Second, Jesus confronts reality. The world tells us that that kind of sacrifice is foolish – that we have to look out for ourselves – that God isn’t good or trustworthy. Jesus calls us into change and sacrifice because it is good for us – we need it. He wants to give us what is truly good for us but in order to receive it we have to let go of whatever we’ve put in His place. Lastly, Jesus really comforts.While acknowledging the cost of following Him He just as readily address the rewards. No sacrifice goes unnoticed and no sacrifice goes unpaid.
When God calls us to sacrifice something, there is a sense that it really isn’t a sacrifice. Yes it hurts. Yes it costs. But God has promised to see and to repay – to reward those who earnestly seek after Him. I’m reminded again of the words of Jim Elliot – the great missionary who made the ultimate sacrifice a man can make who said, “He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain that which he cannot lose.”
Here’s what I’m convinced of. If you’ve actually read through this post there is a real good chance that God is calling you to follow Him and that call is demanding change. That change comes with a cost. It’s often a cost we fear paying. Go for it! You can trust Him! He not only knows what’s best for you, He wants what’s best for you! C.S. Lewis wrote in his book The Weight of Glory, “We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us, like an ignorant child who wants to go on making mud pies in a slum because he cannot imagine what is meant by the offer of a holiday at the sea. We are far too easily pleased.” Let go of what your holding on to. Leave the known to venture into the unknown.
For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.
2 Timothy 1:7 (ESV)
A New Journey
Posted: 2011/07/19 Filed under: PERSONAL Leave a comment »Around two years ago, God began to speak to me something I didn’t want to hear. The Spirit began to whisper that it was time for a new journey of faith following Jesus. I’m ashamed to admit that I tried really hard to ignore God for a good 18 months or so.
I was happy where I was. After all, wasn’t it God who had led us to Portland to plant The Table? (www.thetablepdx.com) I’d fallen in love with the city of Portland and I loved the people of The Table and there was so much more I wanted to do and….there was a lot of “I” going on.
Unsurprisingly, God was patient – and gentle – and absolutely unmovable. He wore me down with his kindness and grace. He began to place new dreams and desires within my heart. I began to really start asking Him what He wanted me to do. That’s when everything got messy!
I won’t go into all the details here but the next several months were a whirlwind of transitions. One word sums it all up very well – Bittersweet. It was so bitter to leave our family and friends in Portland. It was so sweet to follow Jesus and watch Him do what only He can do!
So here I am today trying to wrap my brain and heart around all the things He is up to. Wanda, Judah and I have moved to Goodyear, AZ just outside of Phoenix. That’s right – Phoenix in July! We’re still unpacking and learning the area but it is already starting to feel like home.
How did we end up here and what are we doing? I’m glad you asked…
Around 5 years ago I met Mike Chong Perkinson of Praxis (www.praxiscenter.org) at a Church Planting retreat. It was an amazing God-ordained meeting and Mike became not only my friend but a mentor. Over the last five years we’ve often talked and dreamed about doing ministry together – specifically about developing a ministry training center based on a rabbinical life-on-life approach. That dream is now becoming a reality!
I’m here in Goodyear partnering with Praxis and EMC – Estrella Mountain Church (www.emcaz.org) to start a new work. Our desire is to train and multiply leaders through a rabbinical process from within the local church. It will be a life-on-life process where every student will have a ‘rabbi’ who will walk with them through their studies. Our focus will not only be on Content—the traditional focus of institutional Bible Schools and Seminaries—but on Character and Competencies as well. We want leaders who have both orthodoxy (right thinking) and orthopraxy (right living). Think of it as a seminary merged with a trade school in the relational environment of the local church! We will train our students in three ‘ways’: The Way of the Disciple, The Way of the Shepherd and The Way of the Rabbi – I’ll write more about these ways in future posts.
In addition to serving at EMC, I’ll also be working with Praxis as a consultant for churches, church plants and denominations in the areas of church multiplication and development.
This is a significant transition and a daunting undertaking for us and we covet your prayers. This move is a ‘God-thing’ and we need His grace and support. His provision so far has been amazing and has clearly confirmed His call for us in so many ways.
Here’s how you can pray:
1. Please pray for our house in Portland to sell. We have it listed as a short-sale and currently have an offer! Please pray for the bank to accept.
2. Pray for us as we enroll Judah in school. Pray for him to end up in a classroom with a great teacher and kids that can become good friends to him.
3. Pray for a significant consulting opportunity on the horizon.
4. Pray for God to provide for us financially. We’ve made this move in faith that God will provide the funds needed. It’s going to take some time to set up the infrastructure of the school to the point where it can provide my salary. Our hope is to raise $2000/month for a two year time period. I’ll supplement this with my consulting work with Praxis and EMC. If you would like to join us in this journey by supporting us gifts can be given to The Praxis Center for Church Development either through the mail or online at www.praxiscenter.org. Just click Donate in the upper right corner and make sure to note that it is for me. All gifts are tax deductible.
Our new address is: 10191 South 175th Avenue, Goodyear, AZ 85338.
Why I Hate Blogs…And Why I’m Starting One
Posted: 2011/07/15 Filed under: UNCATEGORIZED Leave a comment »So I’ve been pretty vocal about my general disdain for blogs. That hasn’t changed. And yet, here I am.
So…am I a hypocrite? Probably.
But let me take a minute and explain why I hate blogs in the first place and then I’ll tackle why I’ve started this one.
First. I strongly believe that all people have equal value. This value is derived from our being created in the imago dei and is not dependent upon our achievements or accomplishments. I just as strongly believe that not all opinions are equal. Opinions are greatly affected by intelligence, experience and involvement. It has always seemed to me that the medium of blogging encourages far too many people to offer opinions on things that they have no business commenting on. Of course, I may have just done this myself…
Second, the non-personal nature of the internet offers the opportunity for people to speak in a way that lacks accountability. People casually blog about people in ways that they would never do in a face-to-face conversation. The often mean spirited unfounded accusations and character assassination that regularly take place deeply grieve me. It is especially grievous to me that this takes place just as commonly in the blogs of Christ-followers as it does anywhere else.
Lastly, I’ve always felt that the unbelievable amount of time and energy devoted to blogging is time that could be spent in much more fruitful activities.
However, I’ve become convinced that these inherent shortcomings in the medium do not outweigh the opportunities presented. Blogging offers me the opportunity to chronicle the work and movement of God as I follow Him on the journey of discipleship. It allows me to communicate with my friends and family (both physical and spiritual) all around the world that they may pray and praise with me. And I hope it can catalyze some humble, uplifting and thoughtful dialogue about the work of God in the world today.
So…here goes!
